2006

so i spent a good amount of time recapping 2006 in a xanga entry a little while ago.
http://www.xanga.com/gummbbear/559810946/2006.html is where it's at.

it's raining outside and i still don't know for sure what i'm doing tonight. i think i'm worrying too much about it. i just really wanna do something
maybe that could be a new years resolution: don't worry so much about things or whats going to happen or whatnot. just let them flow. everything will take it's designated course pretty much no matter what you do. (because you know those psychic movies/tv shows where someone looks into the future and sees something they don't like so they do whatever they can to try and stop it, but in the process of trying to stop the event, the even happens anyway.)
i think i'll just enjoy life and not worry about what will or won't happen.

this is one time that i do not like the rain.

guess what?!

i now have picture messaging and video messaging and mp3 player allll together!!
and

:-)

i also finished all my Christmas shopping yesterday too and it only took me 8 hours. (4 with my mom and 4 with my dad)
although, my parents did some shopping of their own while i was with them so that's mostly why it took so long.

yay for Christmas specials all day. tomorrow doesn't feel like it should be Christmas. maybe it's because i left all my shopping til the last minute. or maybe because it's the 3rd day of winter and it's 70° outside.

i think i'm going to play with my phone some more.. :-D

maybe i should just skip tomorrow

i think i should. i really don't want to have anymore to do with exams.
just worrying for no reason is giving me a headache. like my history exam that i got a 100 on. blah. my stat exam i got a 93 on.. i thought i could of done better, but it was multiple choice, so i guess with no partial credit, i can get some wrong.. oh well, still have a 98 in the class and it'll show up as an A on my report card.
Spanish i just have to make a notecard for, so it shouldn't take too long, i hope. but i really don't want to worry, but i will.

i think my dad and i are going to alltel when he gets home (hopefully) to go look at phones. i'll probably end up getting the razr, i never really wanted one, but if it's the best deal Alltel has right now.. i'll take it.

i want to do something tomorrow after school. nick and i are the only ones in on the plans. still don't know what we're doing and other people can come too. just gotta find those other people. you're welcome to come if you're reading this.

-edit-
calc ch 6 test: 99/100! (now if only that was our exam grade :-\. and i kinda wana see what i missed if it was only one point. lol)

Kansas City Shuffle

i've always kinda wondered if i could sneak out of my house. and do it, just to see if i could. although, it'd be kinda stupid to get caught for nothing, but then again, i probably wouldn't get in trouble because it was nothing. and then i'd know i'd have a harder time sneaking out of the house actually for something. but you know, it seems like it's in the high-school teenager handbook that you have to sneak out of your house at least once. i only have a year and 1/2 left now. :-\

watched Lucky Number Sleven last night. was kinda slow until the end. but i really liked the end.
you should see it if you haven't already.

last time i took pictures with my camera was Thanksgiving. i brought it last night to the soccer game, but there wasn't much to take pictures of.. so i didn't take any. i'll bring it tonight and take pictures. I had this urge all the sudden to upload pictures on to here, that's why this is pertinent, but then realized i haven't really taken any since Thanksgiving. (unless you count the ones i took after Kavi's party, but i don't)

oh and more good news: my mom found my keys. they were in my jacket i was wearing at Kavi's party. i never usually put things in that jacket, so i didn't look there. but now they're found. yay

i think i'll take some pictures and edit this later tonight with them. and then probably Megan and Peter's party, i'll take pictures there too and that'll be my combined album on Facebook. :-)


i hope i actually get to see see people over the break, like hang out with them, see them. and i want to go ice skating at Klemen Plaza in 80 degree weather. mostly because i haven't been ice skating in a while. i'll also need to find people that'll want to go with me. and then afterwards, we can go see a movie at IMAX. i've planned this all out..

soccer

going to the boy's soccer game tonight vs Lincoln (more than likely).
i've been wanting to go to one all year (preferably Leon, but their next one vs Leon is on a wed, so probably won't go) but this is like their first home game that isn't on a monday or wednesday or a day i have something going on. and it's a big game, i guess, so other people will be there. yay.

lets see... saturday night will be Sarah's party which should be fun. (oh, i wana scrap some money off my mom for a present. :crosses fingers: )
sunday i have small group (dance) and then i need to do my stat review.
monday - wednesday i have exams (only in the morning though)
monday and wednesday i also have dance, idk if i'm going yet or not, probably should since i missed last week, but monday night i'll be studying calc and history for tuesday's exams and wednesday is the day we get out. so.. i might want to do something that night. idk. i'll probably go monday and hopefully find something to do wed. night.
thursday i don't have anything - this day is reserved for sleep and watching movies.
friday is our family friends christmas party thing at like 5 or so. and then i'll probably go late to Peter and Megan's Party later that night.
and then sat-sun is nothing
monday is christmas
then the next sunday is new years (which i definitely need to find some party to go to then or something!)
that last week before school starts i also need to start my class homework (chem, calc, history fair, etc.)


i did my hair. tried a new way to curl it.. probably won't hold for long. and i figured i could do it because if it doesn't work out, only the people at the soccer game will see..

i wish we still did soccer on the weekends, makes me sad that it kinda died.

i'm using my new purse tonight. maybe i can take pictures too. i need to pay my dad back for my camera. i wonder how tonight will turn out.

LOVES!

i absolutely love these kids! :-)

ahhh!

Kavi's party was sooo much fun.

i realized driving home how much i love dancing. i didn't want the party to end because i wanted some good music to come on to dance to. and didn't want to leave once it came on.. (although curfew and crap - i had to). but i do love dancing and dressing up.
one of the reasons why i love the mao state and nationals conventions so much is because we get an excuse to dance. and with kids we don't know, so it really doesn't matter.
(i think the worst kid of people to, i guess dance with, are your acquaintances. because they don't know you that well, and if they don't like your dancing style, they'll have a negative image of you..) but with people you're close to, it doesn't matter, they already have an opinion of you, and people you don't know you'll probably never see again, so it doesn't matter.

damn i looked good tonight. i think i'm posting a "myspace" picture on here just to document how good i looked tonight.
or or
take your pick. the party probably would have been better context.. but, this'll work for the given circumstances.

haha. i love how easily you can post pictures on here right from Picasa. :-)

i'm off to bed.
night



ps. if you read this comment on this post. i wana know if anyone else besides clara reads this, b/c i know nick and kevin and roland all have one, just don't think they read others..

T to the A to the S T E Y

i have had fergalicious in my head most of the day.
it's an addicting song. lol

friday should be fun. of course, i have to come home, go shopping for her present, come back home, probably take a shower, blowdry/straighten my hair, get ready, be over to Kavi's house by 7 to bring her black lights and help her set up.
hopefully i'll be able do all that and not be rushed with it. i hate being rushed with that stuff.

Clara. what are you wearing?
because we were picking out like halter and strapless shirts for Kavita. so i was thinking i could wear this shirt i've had forrever but just never really been able to wear it.. but it's a tubetop type shirt (meaning strapless), brown, has like blue and white pretty flowers on it and comes down right pass my belt. only problem is i'm afraid it might fall down and nothing looks good underneath it (like wearing a spaghetti-strap under it or something) it doesn't work. i was really just going to say whatever, and wear it. and then wear my beige corduroy jacket over it to the party, and then like take it off inside and all.. i don't know though, i don't want to see too dressed up/out of place.
so uh, i wana know what you're wearing. but also, i might just wear it, b/c if it looks good, i'm wearing it.
but let me know.


and then saturday we're going over to jacksonville to have xmas with my mom's family. yay presents.

i should be doing hw. peace.

status: Busy

this weekend is going to be hectic.
friday night: relaxing and possibly studying vocab
saturday: SAT (morning-noonish)
then to find where people are having lunch and hopefully meet up with them.
Rickards Invitational awards. (til 4ish)
then either Festival of Lights (with the Jingle Bell Run at 6:30) from probably 5:30/6 til 10sih..
or a Kaley's birthday thing (dinner time)
if Kaley organizes something, i'll be doing that instead of the Jingle Bell run..

Sunday: homework?!
small group
and Clara, we should probably get together and finish this calc project b/c it'll be our last weekend before it's due. and my mom's wondering when we can throw it away as it sits in our refrigerator. lol


i still have chem left to do. i really just gave up when i saw "find the lattice energy" b/c that was the section i need to read, and exactly the section i don't want to. i finished everything else except those last couple problems (thing is, is that there are only 2 lattice crap problems, and then 3 questions left after that and i haven't read those problems because they're after the lattice ones, and i like my questions in order. lol) i'll probably just do it at lunch or copy someone's with work so that i don't have to read all that when that box rambles on foreverrrrrrr.

anyways. i'm out.
(i think this will be my sum-up long entry from xanga blog. lol
and Clara, i think you're the only one that knows i have one and update it. lol)

TURKEY!

haha. last night i was babysitting for our former neighbors, and the two girls are also friends with my sister.
so, yesterday, i found out that my sister has a myspace. i figured she would eventually, i would just have to find it. well, i found it.
now, i get to spy on all her myspace doings. and she would get to do the same for me, but since i raaarely ever use myspace unless someone else comments or something, i don't think it'll be too much a problem.
only thing, is that now that i've let her into my myspace, she can more than likely link to my other sites (xanga mostly, which is why i'm writing in here, because i haven't used this in such a long time, that i doubt there are any links to it anywhere. ). but she hasn't gotten a facebook yet, i think that'll come around next year or so. that's when i'll really have to just be cautious and such.
my little sister's growing up.. awww. now she needs to get herself a boy.

nov. 20

it's been over a year, and i haven't written in this thing... haha. Clara just brought it to my attention that i still can get comments on it.

it's just been easier for me to post on xanga where the majority of people are, and then have that post posted to facebook where even more people are. (of course i have privacy settings and all).
i mostly keep this so i can comment on other people's blogs that also have blogger.

plus! i can't figure out how to put links on my blog page so i can see other peoples' easier and there's not some sort of subscribe or friend thing so i can see others' blogs easier..
so, if someone (out of the 4 people i know on here, and probably only 2 of them know i have one of these) could help me out on that, i'd probably use this more often. :-)
i guess i just need to figure out how to navigate around better.. and it's not really working...


-edit-
i got the links thing! :-)