thankful? forgiveness? :-?

i think i forgive too easily. if i like you enough, all you have to do is be nice, and i'll probably forgive you for whatever.
though, if i don't know you or don't know you well, and you do something to upset me, you're on my bad side until you redeem yourself.
so make sure i like you before you piss me off.

like you. i don't like her. out of everyone there, her? one of the people i didn't like there, and you were one of my best friends there, and seriously? she's annoying. whatever. we barely talk now.

and you. you are my prime example. just can't help myself. as much as i've tried, i can't. i've been waiting for someone else to help me out, but no one has come along.
it's starting to take a toll on me

i've become such a sap. i don't like it. i tearup at love scenes in just tv shows. b/c they're happy and i'm not.



i'm a fucking good person you idiot.





(i'm fine, i promise. this is between myself and me, you can't help, unless you're you and decide to change which is not going to happen. so no, you can't help.)